Friday, August 20, 2010

Surprise Suprise !!!

Ada tak org yg tak suka surprise? May be tak ramai, but I'm one of those yg tak suka kena surprise.  Be it be meeting yg tiba2, sdgkan bnyk keje2 yg nk d buat.. dlm personal life pun sama.  Of course yg selalu nak buat surprise mesti lah MrAbg, but 95% mesti surprise yg tak jadik.. so, end-up, 2-2 yg frust.. bukan senang nak cari masa.. di celah2 kesibukan kerjaya..

Antara surprise MrAbang yg tak jadi, for example, if me nak pergi outstation, bila minta anta airport, dah ckp x boleh antar, sure kta dh pakat dgn ofismate.. nnt tiba2, slalu cakp.. ha.. abg call rumah, tak da org jawab.. dh pergi k?.. selalu sgt.. not just once.. MrAbg selalu ckp.. sje, abg nak buat surprise... but, never jadik.. kan masing2 will end-up marah2 at each other.  Me alwyz tell MrAbg, if rasa boleh hntar, cakap boleh, tp, bg la tau senarai kesibukan tugasan2.. so, bole plan, if by certain masa MrAbg tk dpt antr.. dh ada back-up plan... but alwyz be.. be it la.. suka kut buat surprise yg tak jadik.. ha ha... sapa yg frust?.. ha ha

But, this one surprise, one week before puasa... hari selasa.. kerja menimbun, dgn meeting yg tak henti-henti, dr satu ke satu meeting... so, me decide balik lmbt sket.. budget nk beli je dinner... tup tup.. dh terbabas, dah kul 7mlm, still khusyuk d ofis.. tp pelik gak, normally if lmbat.. ami&nabil mesti sms or call... ni diam aje. Alhamdulillah, Allah mudahkan perjalanan balik, jln x jem sgt... buka je pintu, nabil sedang mengunyah nasi beriani... ehh... sapa yg bwk? Mama tak nampak pun kete Makdik? Tiba2, muncul my beloved mum... ahhhh... apa lagi... menjerit dgn riang... sungguh riang... macam lah lama sgt tak jumpa, sedngkan 2 weeks b4 that, dh jumpa my mum during auntie's kenduri.... Ha... ini surprise yg menjadi & amat meriangkan... but, would my mum&sis bgtau awal2 nk dtg..sure lg best, smpt la apply cuti.. bole spend msa lebih sket.  But of course, my mum x ley stay lama2.. for health reason & ami/nabil susah nk pegang buku.. they know.. mama tak boleh marah2 bila wan is around... rosak2.. dulu my mum garang, tp dgn cucu..kna lanyakkk

Another surprise.. last week... b4 sambung celoteh.. nak ucap thanx la pd 'CekNgah' & 'MakTeh' for the gifts for syahmi & nabill... knpa kata surprise? Sbb... dah hampir 12thn umur nabil & 9thn umur syahmi... tba2 dapat hadiah.. mmg lah surprise.. ha ha.. me, being 'auditor' for more than 10yrs.. rse jgk nk tahu kenapa.. ye la, jadik auditor ni..penuh dgn soalan..why? when? who? mcm2.. kesian MrAbg.. if from MakDiks& MakDe... hadiah2 mcm ni.. dh biasa kan... no more surprise... dh smpai nk penuh almari... apa2pun.. really appreciate for the gift... or better be... for the 'ingatan' kpd syahmi & nabil.

Worait... lunch time ada 1/2hour lagik.. but, report bnyk lagi nak but..kena choewww..

p/s: Alhamdulillah, syahmi dh pulih sepnuhnya from demam panas.. dh mula ada selera utk mkn & mkn as usual.  Sedih sgt tengok budak keding yg kuat makan..tiba2 tak ada selera nak makan...

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Nabil & Kekecewaan

Fuh.. lama betul tak update blog.. bila ada idea, tak dak mood/masa, bila ada mood/masa, tak pulak datang idea...

Tapi kali ni.. terasa sgt sgt & sgt nak tulis... even tak dak orang yg nk baca

Few weeks back...

Nabil: Mama.. along nmpk mak teh abah ada FB.. along add ye..
Me: Jgn la.. anta je mesej dlu.. klu dia nk add, later along boleh add

After few days...

Nabil: Dah berhari2 dh ni.. mak teh abah tak reply pun mesej along kat FB.
Me: Dia sibuk kut.  Mama pun bila sibuk, tak bukak FB b'minggu2
Nabil: Along tengok, gmbar dh tukar, dia tak sibuk lah tu
Me: Cuba along antar mesej sekali lagi

Yet.. another few days

Nabil: Mak teh tak balas pun mama.... dengan suara yg amat patah hati....
Nabil: Along add je la mak teh ye..
Me: Klu org x reply mesej... tandanya dia tak suka la.. tak payah lah nak add
Nabil: Along jumpa cek su gak dlm FB.. nama cek su X.......X kan... 
Me: Btul la tuh..
Nabil: along add ye..
Me: Jgn add dlu.. anta je mesej....

Again... another few days....

Nabil: Pun tak ada mama...
Me: Tak ada apa?
Nabil: Cek su atau mak teh balas mesej FB along
Me: Biarlah... apa yg along rugi? Tak rugi satu sen pun kan...
Nabil: Kenapa benci sungguh..
Me: Macam mama ckp tadi.. tak ada apa yg along rugi.. mereka2 tu, smua org2 senang...
Nabil: Tapi, along kan anak sedara.. ceksu & makteh tak sayang along dgn ami k?
Me: Kenapa nak fikir pasal org2 yg tak sayangkan kita.. buat along patah semangat je kan.. kan dah dekat nak UPSR.. kna usaha kuat... satu hari, along akan lebih berjaya dr mereke2 itu
Nabil: Tp.. pakcik BXXXR & pakcik AXXR.. nmpk mcm sayang along je
Me: Ha.. lebih baik kta fikir pasal org2 yg ambil tahu pasal kita...
Nabil: Kalau macam tu, boleh ke selepas ni, mama jgn paksa along jumpa makteh&ceksu & mereka2 yg lain 'di sana'? Tak payah balik raya ke 'sana'
Me: Terpulang... along dah cukup besar utk buat keputusan


Ya Allah... kutahu.. there will be more and more kekecewaan yg akan dihadapi oleh anak2ku... hope that I will be able to be there... helping them to ease the pain...

and thanks a lot to En.BXXXR & En.AXXR that hadir in my two sisters' life.. that bring more joy & kasih sayang dlm hidup insan2 bernama Nabil & Syahmi

p/s: Syahmi: Mama, bila pakcik BXXXR & pakcik AXXR akan jadi PakDe & PakDik..

amin... semoga dimudahkan Allah.. cepat2 mendirikan rumahtangga...